It's good when the weather matches your mood

Well it's a rainy day and that's good for me. I fucked up last night by drinking a little too much and then just passing out when I got home leaving Stacey to sort out the baby. Topped with the fact that I probably still didn't spend enough time whit her has ruined her first night of her birthday. I'm not feeling that great this morning.

I also feel bad as for the first time that I can ever remember I actually pointed out the problems with someone's night. At S.N.A.P. it just wasn't quite right. The songs were good but there was no flow and to me at least it was obvious they were trying to avoid playing metal. Not such a bad thing but seeing as both Jamie and Gary are metal DJ's you could see it was difficult. And so I felt I had to say something to Jamie about it. It may not have been the best thing to say perhaps, but my guts told me it was the right thing to do and Jamie took it well so hopefully it's not been a bad thing.

So not a fantastic night last night, enjoyable to an extent but far from a perfect night. Now it would seem today I'm going to have to pull out the stops to cheer Stacey up again, but hey that's what you do when you love someone!